The Create-your-own-adventure aspect of this town is incredible; today you ride to 34th street and see what the Empire state is all about. You check out a networking event and network with a staffing leader. You connect over video call the next week, and now you have an event on the books to take professional headshots for their entire roster.

Tomorrow you get off at Jay St Metro and Transfer to the F train which takes you through the Lower East Side where you visit, your boi Jorge, Cutter number 3 at Katz world famous delicatessen. You skip the line for a $5.95 ‘Hotdog on a Bun’, It dawns on you that the origins of the country is just 3 blocks away at 1st and 1st street where Boss Tweed, New York City’s Mayor in 1921 walked the streets and named them ‘10001’ the beginning of zip codes.

The five-digit system used the first number to point to a national area, the next two numbers to pinpoint a population centre or large city, and the final two numbers to designate a specific delivery area. The country is mapped on a Fibonacci spiral matched to a clock; 90210 is where the 9 would be and 75225 is where the 7 would be, all relative to 1st and 1st street.

Tomorrow you take the G train to Baby Luc’s for the best slice in Brooklyn. You are greeted by Kelly and Baby Luca himself; they tell you all about how the owner was involved in the Benatelli crime family; he survived multiple stabbings and was threatened to close his shop because his sauce was a little too good. You snag your complimentary Strawberry Apple juice, because Kelly is your boy who you just started a new crime family with because it is the best sauce in town and you cant let another good slice hit the floor.

You decide to take the fire escape up to the roof where you can see nothing but skyscrapers from the far left to the hard right, filled to the brim with politicians of both sides gracefully smashing their face into their computers trying to fill their bottomless cup of power. Relieved you are on the brim with a creatively ambitious mindset, you kick back and close your eyes.

This is the most powerful state of mind you can be in, manifestation mode; you must surrender to the greater influence of God and the universe. This sacrifice of your own control is so essential, but to some, it never dawns on them to stop chasing and relax into your environment. Attraction comes in many ways when you make it to your rooftop with your eyes closed. It is when you are at the top of your ladder that you realize it is time to be humbled in some way.

We must realize the yin and the yang, the push to the pull, the failure to the success, the likeness in our difference; to know something, you must know the opposite, and without this wholesome philosophy of ‘catch and release’ your humbling will be excruciating without submission to God herself.

I have come this far in my journey and realized maybe God is a girl…Mother God and Father Earth? When I shifted my paradigm, the floodgates of Heaven opened up for me. To pray to a woman brought me the deepest peace i’ve experienced in my whole life. I began nurturing myself from a maternal origin, and the brevity of my life took flight.

I have her with me everywhere I go; I believe she is not done with creation, she needs our help, but she is PISSED! Imagine you are a woman responsible for this amazing world and everyone thinks you are a man. I would send hurricanes and tornados too…

So now, you are at the dawn of a new Era and you have a decision to make: stand up from reading this and start a conversation about where you want to go; the secret is it can be anywhere! Without a guide within, a light, a power greater than yourself you respect, you will run into the same hangover that has kept you questioning ‘what is the next part of all of this?’

This is not a place for supremacy, you will destroy yourself with an arbitrary demeanor.

Our life only ends when our next beginning is ready, so be at peace and know: what is waiting is 10x more enlightening than this life ever could be.

I could sit and tell you ‘no one knows what is next’, but I do; we become a super colossal, cosmic titan conglomerate of all the unified people in this life. We will have new organs that will unlock our understanding of the limitlessness we all know is there; maybe a second brain? Maybe we will be 50 feet tall and be able to recall every success and mistake that set us back.

Maybe we will be blessed with endless resources to build our dreams beyond the limitation of money and manual labor today’s world imposes.

Maybe accepting this excitement for the next life will bring you to a state of mind where your priorities are clear, and your heart is strong because you have your mother above and your father below.